Maturation with time and not with age.

hi

its been a while for me to write something... about 8 or so months.

but i do really wanna say that i am still looking for 21st Dec 2012 and not afraid but rather more excited!

for the last 8 months i have been doing ASP.NET course and want to enter in IT field (not again as I am a computer engineer!) and also as time goes by i am more relaxed and fearless about my job and my life ahead, truly speaking there is a time come when you emotionally matured and just hope for the best.

knowledge itself did not count these days and you should have - what is called - marketing i.e. its now more matter how you say rather what you say, and I am not very good in first :( and what I personally believe that mere knowing facts and degree with honors (which i have!) is not sufficient.

i also enjoy playing video games since the age of 5 years and now i have PS3 with some really good games. I totally believe that each person should really have to have a hobby (sitting on inter net and surfing around is not a hobby!). These can help to make mentally satisfied and relaxed (although after playing for 6-7 hours i become really tired but mental peace is more I count).

So be in peace in both physically and mentally.

OMG 2012 !

first of all "Happy New Year" to all :)

i dont think that theres any year which is being waited in the history of mankind and most remarkable figure upto date.
Unlike any particular year (which can be considered very important from a religion's point of view) this year , in one way or another, unite mankind and make them feel that its the human race which may be vanish on 21st Dec 2012 (and not any particular race or religion) :P.

As far as I am , I really wanna see someTHING happen on planet's level because obvisouly these days and conditions can wait for millions of years! and i just wanna to be there as they happen.

Many people believe that theres nothing happen on so called Doom's Day and i mean that the way in which they reply really confuse me.... because ,although its in human nature that they cant magine their destruction/death but this'll happen sooner or later and whenever it comes I'll welcome them with my arms open and head high in the heaven...

SOLITUDE-blessing or curse?

hi

this is my first blog and although i've a lot to say but i am not a good writer.

I am afraid to show you who I really am, because if I show you who I really am, you might not like it--and that's all I got.
You know this the biggest obstacle in life ie not able to express feelings and emotions, even sometimes to blood relatives. Sometimes I dont know how to express myself to others in a manner so that they can understand what i am trying to say.

One reason behind this the fear not to hurt others- here i am not trying to vote me as a "Gentleman" but really sometimes its not easy to say anything.
Another reason behind this obstacle is lack of confidence-and sometimes may be overconfidence.

Realtives always bear a lot of influence on our behaviour.
Good relatives arent less than a blessing, i mean who doesnt want to sit around relatives and enjoying supper and sharing ideas, but for doing this we all should be on the same page, which is not less than a miracle nowdays!

As i havent any sibling, I always prefer being at a emotional distance from others.
Many times i feel 'lucky' for not having any brothers and sisters but, sometimes the feeling to express is overwhelming...

So I know that ive to overcome this obstacle to a  social animal'.

Ending with a quote from Einstein:-

“Solitude is painful when one is young, but delightful when one is more mature."